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Okay I’ve been putting off writing this down.
I have a really bad habit of spreading myself too thin. I get excited and I agree to any and everything that captures my interest, then end up having the time and energy for probably only 40% of them.
It’s a chronic problem. I’ve been taught all my life to NEVER say ‘no’, so there’s that, too. But I genuinely mean to do what I agree to, I truly do.
I just end up not being able to finish my priority list.
I could give a buttload of explanation about my stressful homelife, workload, etc, but let’s face it. Everyone has those kind of issues, and I am no special snowflake in that department! So, y’all understand at least in a general sense when I say I have those problems.
My point is: I overextend myself, I get overwhelmed, and then I shut down and end up doing very little of anything while I recharge.
So, this is me, coming to you who’s reading this, to say I’m sorry for overestimating my limits. I want to write rp’s with you. I want to write stories for all the prompts y’all send me. I want to draw everyone’s requests.
This is what’s prompted me drawing these gift headshots lately. I am shite at apologising or being considerate of others. And I’m really good at disappearing while I’m overwhelmed and not letting you know what’s going on. But I want y’all to know you are important to me, and I am so glad you’re in my life, that you’re more dependable than I usually am. Over the next few weeks I’ll be uploading more with individual thanks, but I wanted to explain everything here where all can see.
I’m still not the best at this “friend” thing, but every day I’m working at it.
Thank you, everyone, for being shining examples of the attributes I wish to see in myself!